[{"Bold_text": "noun", "List Items": ["disgust with oneself; the feeling that one is detestable:Consumed by my own self-loathing, I thought I deserved nothing."]}, {"Bold_text": "adjective", "List Items": ["feeling or expressing disgust with oneself:In my insecure and self-loathing mind, I figured she’d probably given me her number with no intention of ever going out with me."]}]